From “Forever with Master” vol. II (p. 17) — by Dr. Harbhajan Singh
Oh God, in whose remembrances am I caught
in thoughtless thoughts, and am arrested therein!
My attention kisses my tongue
but throat is choked and heart burns
and eyes get cold from the tears of separation.
What should I do now, oh my beauteous Beloved,
there is no parallel to You in the whole creation.
— Harbhajan Singh
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I had pledged my full faith in Him and surrendered all my saying and doing unto His Holy Feet. I felt all happiness within and around me, and I felt that the radiation and His love transcend all barriers, and from heart I felt Him as the Doer. All my doubts and illusions left my mind, and I felt Him more and more within me, and He helped to know Him in others as well. This has now brought me not only to see His glory, but helped me to know all His hardship and difficulties which He still bears due to our faulty nature and ignorance. This helped me to surrender to His will and now it is deep-rooted.
I feel hale and healthy as He blesses me with a lot of fresh food, and those who partake of the food feel fully pledged with Him.
He did not let me think and move away from Him, my condition with Him is that of a servant and a beggar, and I feel all joy and happiness in serving and begging.
How very compassionate He is! I could not know merely by hearing from others or reading about Him, but by living with Him.
He is king beyond all kingdoms and mighty lover of humanity and sustainer beyond sustainance.
I learnt by living and doing with Him that everyone has a lot of hidden energy in his actions and doings, provided one surrenders to His will, and thereafter one enjoys the higher values of life. By living with the higher values of life, one knows the hidden values of life. There is no other way than to know His Grace. I remember His lesson day and night through His Grace, lest I forget and repent forever. My utmost desire is to see Him in action in all and all in Him and for all the times to come.
True lovers of God ever remain in the selfless service entrusted to them by their Master, and through selfless service He dwells among His children.
16th November, 1992
St. Gilgen, Austria
Harbhajan Singh